[Verse 1] I found your spoon in the drawer Next to the sugar tin Same little dent on the handle Where your thumb used to live The porch screen still sticks on Sundays Like it knows you by name I sit with that old glass pitcher And let the cold run through my pain [Pre-Chorus] It ain't loud It just stays Like a bruise That won't fade [Chorus] Deep, deep heartache Deep in my bones Deep, deep heartache Won't let me go Deep, deep heartache I carry it home Deep, deep heartache I carry it alone [Verse 2] Your coat's still hanging crooked By the door on the left I passed it twice this morning And forgot to catch my breath The radio played our song once From a car down the lane I smiled for just a second Then the tears came back again [Pre-Chorus] It ain't loud It just stays Like a bruise That won't fade [Chorus] Deep, deep heartache Deep in my bones Deep, deep heartache Won't let me go Deep, deep heartache I carry it home Deep, deep heartache I carry it alone [Bridge] I tried to wash you out With hot water and time But the stain went down Past the lace and the line Now every little memory Got a fist and a ring And it knocks on my ribs When the church bells sing [Final Chorus] Deep, deep heartache Deep in my bones Deep, deep heartache Won't let me go Deep, deep heartache I carry it home Deep, deep heartache I carry it alone Deep, deep heartache Still calling me close Deep, deep heartache You left the deepest ghost