[Verse 1] [M] I found your note in a drawer [F] Under old receipts and rain [M] Same blue ink, same small fold [F] Same name I still can't say [M] I stood there with the lamp on low [F] Dust on my hands, dust on my chest [M] And all those years came back at once [F] Like a train that missed its rest [Pre-Chorus] [M] I kept my mouth shut too long [F] Kept my heart behind my teeth [M] Now the truth is in my hands [F] Heavy as a wedding ring [M] If I look at you tonight [F] I might finally let it break [M] I don't need a perfect line [F] Just one honest thing to say [Chorus] [M] I loved you then [F] I loved you then [M] I never said it [F] I never said it [M] Blue envelope [F] Blue envelope [M] Still holds my heart [F] Still holds my heart [Verse 2] [M] The porch light by your mama's house [F] The screen door stuck the same [M] Your laugh was always half a song [F] Mine was always shy with shame [M] I watched you dance with other dreams [F] I clapped from the back row seat [M] And every time you turned my way [F] My whole soul lost its feet [Pre-Chorus] [M] I kept my mouth shut too long [F] Kept my heart behind my teeth [M] Now the truth is in my hands [F] Heavy as a wedding ring [M] If I look at you tonight [F] I might finally let it break [M] I don't need a perfect line [F] Just one honest thing to say [Chorus] [M] I loved you then [F] I loved you then [M] I never said it [F] I never said it [M] Blue envelope [F] Blue envelope [M] Still holds my heart [F] Still holds my heart [Bridge] [M] If I fold, I fold open [F] If I fall, I fall true [M] Let the old hurt leave a mark [F] Let the last night speak for two [M] I was scared of losing you [F] I was scared of being seen [M] But the words are on my tongue now [F] Like a river in a dream [Final Chorus] [M] I loved you then [F] I loved you then [M] I love you now [F] I love you now [M] Blue envelope [F] Blue envelope [M] I'm letting go [F] I'm letting go [M] I loved you then [F] I loved you then [M] I never said it [F] I never said it