[Verse 1] I kept your shirt in a drawer Still smells like that cedar soap By the screen door thereâs a dent Where you kicked in and let hope The porch light hums all evening Like it knows what I wonât say Your coffee cup still in the sink Lord, I left it there today [Pre-Chorus] And I smile when the neighbors wave But the smile donât reach that low Thereâs a crack beneath my ribs That I feed and let grow [Chorus] Deep hurt, deep down Deep hurt, carry me now Deep hurt, deep down I been loving you, and Iâm breaking somehow (Deep hurt) (Deep hurt) [Verse 2] Mama said, âGirl, time heals allâ But time just learned your name Every Sunday at the grocery line I hear your laugh in the rain The blue plate on my table Still holds one empty side I set it there by habit Then I sit and swallow pride [Pre-Chorus] And I smile when the neighbors wave But the smile donât reach that low Thereâs a crack beneath my ribs That I feed and let grow [Chorus] Deep hurt, deep down Deep hurt, carry me now Deep hurt, deep down I been loving you, and Iâm breaking somehow (Deep hurt) (Deep hurt) [Bridge] I tried to burn the memory But it wouldnât take the flame Just curled up in my hands, honey And whispered out your name So I let the ache stay honest Let it sing its old-time tune If Iâm gonna miss you this bad Then Iâll miss you clear and true [Chorus] Deep hurt, deep down Deep hurt, carry me now Deep hurt, deep down I been loving you, and Iâm breaking somehow (Deep hurt) (Deep hurt)