[Verse 1] I kept your letters in a shoe box Under the bed where the dust could hide I told my friends I was doing fine But the mirror knew I lied I wore your silence like Sunday clothes Pressed and neat, never out of place Then I saw my hands start shaking When I said your name to my face [Pre-Chorus] And I tried to be strong Tried to walk that line But the truth kept knocking Soft and kind [Chorus] I was broke open Broke open Baby, I was broke open And Iâm learning how to stay I was lost in it Lost in it But Iâm standing here still breathing With my heart out on display [Verse 2] The winter kept its cold in my kitchen In the cup I forgot to drink Every little sound in the hallway Made me stop and think I used to blame the moonlight For the tears I couldnât hold Now I say your name out loud And it donât own my soul [Pre-Chorus] No, I wonât turn away From the parts Iâve burned If Iâm gonna heal Iâve got to learn [Chorus] I was broke open Broke open Baby, I was broke open And Iâm learning how to stay I was lost in it Lost in it But Iâm standing here still breathing With my heart out on display [Bridge] Hereâs my confession I was scared of the light Scared to admit You were still in my life But the wound is a doorway And Iâm stepping through Not the girl I was Iâm somebody new [Final Chorus] I was broke open Broke open Baby, I was broke open Now Iâm learning how to stay I was lost in it Lost in it But Iâm standing here still breathing With my heart out on display Broke open Broke open Baby, I was broke open And I found my way home today